《高山上的呼喊-go tell it on the mountain》go tell it on the mountain-第27章

；　and　invested　that　testimonywith　a　matchless；　unimpeachable　authority。　Yes；　he　had　heard　it　all　his　life；　but　it　was　only　nowthat　his　ears　were　open　to　this　sound　that　came　from　darkness；　that　could　only　e　from　darkness；that　yet　bore　such　sure　witness　to　the　glory　of　the　light。　And　now　in　this　moaning；　and　so　far　fromany　help；　he　heard　it　in　himself—it　rose　from　his　bleeding；　his　cracked　open　heart。　It　was　a　soundof　rage　and　weeping　which　filled　the　grave；　rage　and　weeping　from　time　set　free；　but　bound　now　iernity；　rage　that　had　no　language；　weeping　with　no　voice—which　yet　spoke　now；　to　John’sstartled　soul；　of　boundless　melancholy；　of　the　bitterest　patience；　and　the　longest　night；　of　thedeepest　water；　the　strongest　chains；　the　most　cruel　lash；　of　humility　most　wretched；　the　dungeonmost　absolute；　of　love’s　bed　defiled；　and　birth　dishonored；　and　most　bloody；　unspeakable；　suddendeath。　Yes；　the　darkness　hummed　with　murder：　the　body　in　the　water；　the　body　in　the　fire；　the　bodyon　the　tree。　John　looked　down　the　line　of　these　armies　of　darkness；　army　upon　army；　and　his　soulwhispered：　Who　are　these？　Who　are　they？　And　wondered：　Where　shall　I　go？
There　was　no　answer。　There　was　no　help　or　healing　in　the　grave；　no　answer　in　the　darkness；no　speech　from　all　that　pany。　They　looked　backward。　And　John　looked　back；　seeing　nodeliverance。
I；　John　saw　the　future；　way　up　in　the　middle　of　the　air。
Were　the　lash；　the　dungeon；　and　the　night　for　him？　And　the　sea　for　him？　And　the　grave　forhim？
I；　John　saw　a　number；　way　in　the　middle　of　the　air。
And　he　struggled　to　flee—out　of　this　darkness；　out　of　this　pany—into　the　land　of　theliving；　so　high；　so　far　away。　Fear　was　upon　him；　a　more　deadly　fear　than　he　had　ever　known；　as　heturned　and　turned　in　the　darkness；　as　he　moaned；　and　stumbled；　and　crawled　through　darkness；finding　no　hand；　no　voice；　finding　no　door。　Who　are　these？　Who　are　they？　They　were　the　despisedand　rejected；　the　wretched　and　the　spat　upon；　the　earth’s　offscouring；　and　he　was　in　their　pany；and　they　would　swallow　up　his　soul。　The　stripes　they　had　endured　would　scar　his　back；　their　punishment　would　be　his；　their　portion　his；　his　their　humiliation；　anguish；　chains；　their　dungeonhis；　their　death　his。　Thrice　was　I　beaten　with　rods；　once　I　was　stoned；　thrice　I　suffered　shipwreck；　anight　and　a　day　I　have　been　in　the　deep。
And　their　dread　testimony　would　be　his！
In　journeying　often；　in　perils　of　waters；　inn　perils　of　robbers；　in　perils　by　mine　owncountrymen；　in　perils　by　the　heathen；　in　perils　in　the　city；　in　perils　in　the　wilderness；　in　perils　inthe　sea；　in　perils　among　false　brethren。
And　their　desolation；　his：
In　weariness　and　painfulness；　in　watching　often；　in　hunger　and　thirst；　in　fasting　often；　incold　and　nakedness。
And　he　began　to　shout　for　help；　seeing　before　him　the　lash；　the　fire；　and　the　depthlesswater；　seeing　his　head　bowed　down　for　ever；　he；　John；　the　lowest　among　these　lowly。　And　helooked　for　his　mother；　but　her　eyes　were　fixed　on　this　dark　army—she　was　claimed　by　this　army。
And　his　father　would　not　help　him；　his　father　did　not　see　him；　and　Roy　lay　dead。
Then　he　whispered；　not　knowing　that　he　whispered：　‘Oh；　Lord；　have　mercy　on　me。　Havemercy　on　me。’
And　a　voice；　for　the　first　time　in　all　his　terrible　journey；　spoke　to　John；　through　he　rage　andweeping；　and　fire；　and　darkness；　and　flood：
‘Yes；’　said　the　voice；　‘go　through。　Go　through。’
‘Lift　me　up；’　whispered　John；　‘lift　me　up。　I　can’t　go　through。’
‘Go　through；’　said　the　voice；　‘go　through。’
Then　there　was　silence。　The　murmuring　ceased。　There　was　only　this　trebling　beneath　him。
And　he　knew　there　was　a　light　somewhere。
‘Go　through。’
‘Ask　Him　to　take　you　through。’
But　he　could　never　go　through　this　darkness；　through　this　fire　and　this　wrath。　He　nevercould　go　through。　His　strength　was　finished；　and　he　could　not　move。　He　belonged　to　the　darkness—the　darkness　from　which　he　had　thought　to　flee　had　claimed　him。　And　he　moaned　again；weeping；　and　lifted　up　his　hands。
‘Call　on　Him。　Call　on　Him。’
‘Ask　Him　to　take　you　through。’
Dust　rose　again　in　his　nostrils；　sharp　as　the　fumes　of　Hell。　And　he　turned　again　in　thedarkness；　trying　to　remember　something　he　had　heard；　something　he　had　read。
Jesus　saves。
And　he　saw　before　him　the　fire；　red　and　gold；　and　waiting　for　him—yellow；　and　red；　andgold；　and　burning　in　a　night　eternal；　and　waiting　for　him。　He　must　go　through　this　fire；　and　into　thisnight。
Jesus　saves。
Call　on　Him。
Ask　Him　to　take　you　through。
He　could　not　call；　for　his　tongue　would　not　unlock；　and　his　heart　was　silent；　and　great　withfear。　In　the　darkness；　how　to　move？—with　death’s　ten　thousand　jaws　agape；　and　waiting　in　thedarkness。　On　any　turning　whatsoever　the　beast　may　spring—to　move　in　the　darkness　is　to　moveinto　the　moving　jaws　of　death。　And　yet；　it　came　to　him　that　he　must　move；　for　there　was　a　lightsomewhere；　and　life；　and　joy；　and　singing—somewhere；　somewhere　above　him。
And　he　moaned　again：　‘Oh；　Lord；　have　mercy。　Have　mercy；　Lord。’
There　came　to　him　again　the　munion　service　at　which　Elisha　had　knelt　at　his　father’sfeet。　Now　this　service　was　in　a　great；　high　room；　a　room　made　golden　by　the　light　of　the　sun；　andthe　room　was　filled　with　a　multitude　of　people；　all　in　long；　white　robes；　the　women　with　coveredheads。　They　sat　at　a　long；　bare；　wooden　table。　They　broke　at　this　table　flat；　unsalted　bread；　whichwas　the　body　of　the　Lord；　and　drank　from　a　heavy　silver　cup　the　scarlet　wine　of　His　blood。　Then　hesaw　that　they　were　barefoot；　and　that　their　feet　were　stained　with　this　same　blood。　And　a　sound　ofweeping　filled　the　room　as　they　broke　the　bread　and　drank　the　wine。
Then　they　rose；　to　e　together　over　a　great　basin　filled　with　water。　And　they　divided　intofour　groups；　two　of　women；　and　man　before　man；　to　watch　each　other’s　feet。　But　the　blood　wouldnot　wash　off；　many　washings　only　turned　the　crystal　water　red；　and　someone　cried：　‘Have　youbeen　to　the　river？’
Then　John　saw　the　river；　and　the　multitude　was　there。　And　now　they　had　undergone　achange；　their　robes　were　ragged；　and　stained　with　the