《the days of my life》第152章

hither　I　went　to　address　a　large　meeting　upon　the　possibility　of　establishing　agricultural　training　institutions　upon　the　Danish　model。　So　I　returned　here；　enjoyed　the　bronchitis；　and　began　to　write　this　autobiography；　for　really　it　seemed　as　though　everything　had　e　to　an　end。
Then　of　a　sudden　things　changed；　as　they　have　a　way　of　doing　in　life。　Thus　one　morning　about　Christmas…time　I　found　amongst　my　correspondence　a　munication　from　the　Prime　Minister　informing　me　that　the　King　had　been　pleased　to　confer　a　knighthood　upon　me。　I　had　often　thought　and　said　that　I　did　not　think　I　should　care　to　be　knighted。　Indeed　when　a　year　or　two　before　it　was　suggested　to　me　through　a　semi…official　channel　on　behalf　of　a　very　powerful　Minister；　that　if　I　wished　for　a　barocy　it　might　perhaps　be　arranged；　I　said　at　once；　and　firmly；　that　I　did　not。　Barocies　are　for　rich　men　who　have　male　heirs；　not　for　persons　like　myself。
However；　I　took　the　knighthood　when　it　was　definitely　offered；　on　the　ground　that　it　is　a　mistake　to　refuse　anything　in　this　world；　also　that　a　title　is　useful　in　the　public　service；　and　especially　so　abroad。　Moreover；　it　was　Recognition；　for　which　I　felt　grateful；　for　who　is　there　that　does　not　appreciate　recognition　particularly　after　long　years　of；　I　hope；　disinterested　toil？
A　week　or　so　after　the　announcement　of　my　honour；　on　January　11；　1912；　the　post　brought　me　another　interesting　and　more　important　letter；　from　which　I　will　quote　one　or　two　passages。
Colonial　Office：　January　10；　1912。
Dear　Mr。　Haggard；　—　You　are　probably　aware　that　at　the　Imperial　Conference　of　last　year　it　was　decided　to　appoint　a　Royal　mission　to　visit　the　various　Dominions　and　report　upon　them。　I　enclose　a　copy　of　the　Resolution　of　the　Conference　and　another　of　the　suggested　Terms　of　Reference。　You　will　notice　that　the　Fiscal　Question　is　carefully　excluded　from　the　purview　of　the　mission。　The　inquiry　will　probably　extend　over　three　years；　though　it　will　not　occupy　anything　like　the　whole　of　that　time；　and　it　will　entail　three　visits　to　the　Dominions　—　one　of　three　months　to　Canada　and　Newfoundland；　another　of　three　months　to　South　Africa；　and　another　of　six　months　to　Australia　and　New　Zealand。　These　visits　will　take　place　in　different　years　and　will　not　be　continuous。　Of　course；　following　the　precedent　of　all　other　Royal　missions　there　will　be　no　remuneration　for　the　missioners　＇then　follow　details　as　to　travelling　allowance；　etc。＇。　There　is　to　be　one　missioner　for　each　of　the　five　Dominions　and　six　British　missioners。　Lord　Inchape　is　to　be　the　Chairman；　and　the　Prime　Minister　and　I　are　very　anxious　to　try　to　induce　you　to　be　one　of　the　British　missioners　。　。　。　。
Yours　very　truly；
L。　Harcourt。
In　a　subsequent　letter　Mr。　Harcourt　wrote：
I　greatly　hope　that　you　will　be　able　to　accept；　and　I　trust　for　the　sake　of　the　reading　public　that　the　mission　will　not　prevent　you　from　pursuing　a　good　deal　of　your　usual　avocations；　and　might　even　incidentally　provide　materials！
I　need　scarcely　say　that　to　my　mind　this　was　recognition　—　with　a　vengeance。　Charles　Longman　remarked　when　I　told　him　the　news；　at　which　he　was　delighted；　“I　would　rather　have　heard　this　than　that　they　had　given　you　a　peerage。　Anyone　can　be　a　peer；　but　to　be　one　of　the　six　men　chosen　to　represent　the　United　Kingdom　on　a　great　Empire　inquiry　of　this　sort　is　a　real　honour。”
I　agree　with　him；　especially　as　I　have　no　wish　to　be　a　peer。　Also　to　me　the　pliment　seemed　the　more　marked　for　the　reason　that　it　was　paid　to　an　individual　who　first　became　known　to　the　public　as　a　writer　of　romantic　literature；　an　occupation　that　does　not　dispose　the　British　nation　to　take　those　who　follow　it　seriously。　Now　I　saw　that　all　my　long　years　of　toil　in　investigating　and　attempting　to　solve　the　grave　problems　which　lie　at　the　root　of　the　welfare　of　our　country　had　not　been　without　effect　upon　the　minds　of　its　rulers；　and　I　felt　proportionately　grateful　and　honoured。
Of　course　the　acceptance　of　this　Royal　missionership　involves　serious　sacrifices　in　my　case；　exclusive　of　that　of　long　separation　from　my　family。　Thus　it　will　necessitate　the　partial　shutting　down　of　my　home　here；　and　how　I　am　to　carry　on　my　literary　work　in　the　intervals　of　so　much　public　labour；　really　I　do　not　know！　I　felt；　as　did　my　wife；　and　still　feel　that　such　considerations　should　not　be　allowed　to　interfere　with　the　execution　of　what　I　look　upon　as　a　high　and　honourable　duty。
Subsequently　I　had　a　long　interview　with　Mr。　Harcourt；　in　the　course　of　which　we　discussed　matters　connected　with　the　mission　and　other　things。　He　struck　me　as　a　singularly　able　and　agreeable　man；　quite　unlike　his　father；　Sir　William　Harcourt；　whom　also　I　used　to　know；　and　yet　in　a　way　resembling　him。　It　seems　an　odd　thing　to　say；　but　I　thought　the　tone　of　his　mind　very　conservative；　and　before　I　left　him　found　myself　wondering　how　it　came　about　that　one　who　is　so　very　much　an　English　gentleman；　in　the　old　and　best　sense　of　the　word；　and　an　aristocrat；　finds　it　easy　to　rub　political　shoulders　with　certain　members　of　the　present　Radical　party；　who　hate　English　gentlemen　and　aristocrats。
The　same　remark　applies　to　Sir　Edward　Grey　and　to　some　others。　I　suppose　the　truth　is　that　nowadays　those　who　elect　to　lie　down　between　the　somewhat　gamey　party　blankets　must　expect　queer　bedfellows。　One　wonders　which　set　in　the　end　will　thrust　the　other　out　of　that　uneasy　couch。　Though　the　mass　of　the　congregation　may　change；　most　of　us　continue　to　worship　in　the　Church　into　which　we　were　baptised　—　yes；　even　if　its　priests　from　time　to　time　give　new　renderings　to　some　of　the　ancient　doctrines。　That　is　human　nature；　and　the　simile　suggests　a　key　to　the　puzzle。
Before　leaving　the　subject　of　my　new　appointment；　I　may　mention　a　curious　little　circumstance　in　connection　with　this　Dominions　Royal　mission。
The　notice　of　the　first　meeting　informed　me　that　it　was　to　sit　in　a　room；　numbered　so…and…so；　at　the　great　public　building　known　as　Scotland　House。　When　I　arrived　there　at　the　appointed　time　I　asked　the　porter；　who　is　an　old　friend　of　mine；　which　that　room　might　be。
“Why；　sir；”　he　said；　“the　same　in　which　you　have　been　sitting　for　years。”
So　there　I　found　myself