《Rosa Alchemica》第6章


; and through its voice and its gestures pour themselves out upon the world。 in this way all great events were acplished; a mood; a divinity; or a demon; first descending like a faint sigh into mens minds and then changing their thoughts and their actions until hair that was yellow had grown black; or hair that was black had grown yellow; and empires moved their border; as though they were but drifts of leaves。 the rest of the book contained symbols of form; and sound; and colour; and their attribution to divinities and demons; so that the initiate might fashion a shape for any divinity or any demon; and be as powerful as avicenna among those who live under the roots of tears and of laughter。
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a couple of hours after sunset michael robartes returned and told me that i would have to learn the steps of an exceedingly antique dance; because before my initiation could be perfected i had to join three times in a magical dance; for rhythm was the wheel of eternity; on which alone the transient and accidental could be broken; and the spirit set free。 i found that the steps; which were simple enough; resembled certain antique greek dances; and having been a good dancer in my youth and the master of many curious gaelic steps; i soon had them in my memory。 he then robed me and himself in a costume which suggested by its shape both greece and egypt; but by its crimson colour a more passionate life than theirs; and having put into my hands a little chainless censer of bronze; wrought into the likeness of a rose; by some modern craftsman; he told me to open a small door opposite to the door by which i had entered。 i put my hand to the handle; but the moment i did so the fumes of the incense; helped perhaps by his mysterious glamour; made me fall again into a dream; in which i seemed to be a mask; lying on the counter of a little eastern shop。 many persons; with eyes so bright and still that i knew them for more than human; came in and tried me on their faces; but at last flung me into a corner with a little laughter; but all this passed in a moment; for when i awoke my hand was still upon the handle。 i opened the door; and found myself in a marvellous passage; along whose sides were many divinities wrought in a mosaic; not less beautiful than the mosaic in the baptistery at ravenna; but of a less severe beauty; the predominant colour of each divinity; which was surely a symbolic colour; being repeated in the lamps that hung from the ceiling; a curiously?scented lamp before every divinity。 i passed on; marvelling exceedingly how these enthusiasts could have created all this beauty in so remote a place; and half persuaded to believe in a material alchemy; by the sight of so much hidden wealth; the censer filling the air; as i passed; with smoke of ever?changing colour。
i stopped before a door; on whose bronze panels were wrought great waves in whose shadow were faint suggestions of terrible faces。 those beyond it seemed to have heard our steps; for a voice cried: is the work of the incorruptible fire at an end? and immediately michael robartes answered: the perfect gold has e from the atbanor。 the door swung open; and we were in a great circular room; and among men and women who were dancing slowly in crimson robes。 upon the ceiling was an immense rose wrought in mosaic; and about the walls; also in mosaic; was a battle of gods and angels; the gods glimmering like rubies and sapphires; and the angels of the one greyness; because; as michael robartes whispered; they had renounced their divinity; and turned from the unfolding of their separate hearts; out of love for a god of humility and sorrow。 pillars supported the roof and made a kind of circular cloister; each pillar being a column of confused shapes; divinities; it seemed; of the wind; who rose as in a whirling dance of more than human vehemence; and playing upon pipes and cymbals; and from among these shapes were thrust out hands; and in these hands were censers。 i was bid place my censer also in a hand and take my place and dance; and as i turned from the pillars towards the dancers; i saw that the floor was of a green stone; and that a pale christ on a pale cross was wrought in the midst。 i asked robartes the meaning of this; and was told that they desired to trouble his unity with their multitudinous feet。 the dance wound in and out; tracing upon the floor the shapes of petals that copied the petals in the rose overhead; and to the sound of hidden instruments which were perhaps of an antique pattern; for i have never heard the like; and every moment the dance was more passionate; until all the winds of the world seemed to have awakened under our feet。 after a little i had grown weary; and stood under a pillar watching the ing and going of those flame?like figures; until gradually i sank into a half?dream; from which i was awakened by seeing the petals of the great rose; which had no longer the look of mosaic; falling slowly through the incense?heavy air; and; as they fell; shaping into the likeness of living beings of an extraordinary beauty。 still faint and cloud?like; they began to dance; and as they danced took a more and more definite shape; so that i was able to distinguish beautiful grecian faces and august egyptian faces; and now and again to name a divinity by the staff in his hand or by a bird fluttering over his head; and soon every mortal foot danced by the white foot of an immortal; and in the troubled eyes that looked into untroubled shadowy eyes; i saw the brightness of uttermost desire as though they had found at length; after unreckonable wandering; the lost love of their youth。 sometimes; but only for a moment; i saw a faint solitary figure with a rosa veiled face; and carrying a faint torch; flit among the dancers; but like a dream within a dream; like a shadow of a shadow; and i knew by an understanding born from a deeper fountain than thought; that it was eros himself; and that his face was veiled because no man or woman from the beginning of the world has ever known what love is; or looked into his eyes; for eros alone of divinities is altogether a spirit; and hides in passions not of his essence if he would mune with a
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