《安妮日记》第80章

mr。　frank。　is　learning　english　（dickens！）　and　a　bit　of　latin；　never　reads　novels；　but　likes　serious；　rather　dry　descriptions　of　people　and　places。
mrs。　frank。　a　correspondence　course　in　english；　reads　everything　except　detective　stories。
mr。　dussel。　is　learning　english；　spanish　and　dutch　with　no　noticeable　results；　reads
everything；　goes　along　with　the　opinion　of　the　majority。
peter　van　daan。　is　learning　english；　french　（correspondence　course）；　shorthand　in　dutch；　english　and　german；　mercial　correspondence　in　english；　woodworking；　economics　and　sometimes　math；　seldom　reads；　sometimes　geography。
margot　frank。　correspondence　courses　in　english；　french　and　latin；　shorthand　in　english；　german　and　dutch；　trigonometry；　solid　geometry；　mechanics；　phys…　ics；　chemistry；　algebra；　geometry；　english　literature；　french　literature；　german　literature；　dutch　literature；　bookkeeping；　geography；　modern　history；　biology；　economics；　reads　everything；　preferably　on　religion　and　medicine。
anne　frank。　shorthand　in　french；　english；　german　and　dutch；　geometry；　algebra；　history；　geography；　art　history；　mythology；　biology；　bible　history；　dutch　literature；　likes　to　read　biographies；　dull　or　exciting；　and　history　books　（sometimes　novels　and　light　reading）。
friday；　may　19；　1944
dearest　kitty；
i　felt　rotten　yesterday。　vomiting　（and　that　from　anne！）；　headache；　stomachache　and　anything　else　you　can　imagine。　im　feeling　better　today。　im　famished；　but　i　think　ill　skip　the　brown　beans　were　having　for　dinner。
everythings　going　fine　between　peter　and　me。　the　poor　boy　has　an　even　greater　need　for　tenderness　than　i　do。　he　still　blushes　every　evening　when　he　gets　his　good…night　kiss；　and　then　begs　for　another　one。　am　i　merely　a　better　substitute　for　boche？　i　dont　mind。　hes　so　happy　just　knowing　somebody　loves　him。
after　my　laborious　conquest；　ive　distanced　myself　a　little　from　the　situation；　but　you　mustnt　think　my　love　has　cooled。　peters　a　sweetheart；　but　ive　slammed　the　door　to　my　inner　self；　if　he　ever　wants　to　force　the　lock　again；　hell　have　to　use　a　harder　crowbar！
yours；　anne　
m。　frank
saturday；　may　20；　1944
dearest　kitty；
last　night　when　i　came　down　from　the　attic；　i　noticed；　the　moment　i　entered　the　room；　that　the　lovely　vase　of　carnations　had　fallen　over。　mother　was　down　on　her　hands　and　knees　mopping　up　the　water　and　margot　was　fishing　my　papers　off　the　floor。　〃what　happened？〃　i　asked　with　anxious　foreboding；　and　before　they　could　reply；　i　assessed　the　damage　from　across　the　room。　my　entire　genealogy　file；　my　notebooks；　my　books；　everything　was　afloat。　i　nearly　cried；　and　i　was　so　upset　i　started　speaking　german。　i　cant　remember　a　word；　but　according　to　margot　i　babbled　something　about　〃unlioersehbarer　schaden；　schrecklich；　entsetzlich；　nie　zu　ersetzen〃　＇　incalculable　loss；　terrible；　awful；　irreplaceable。＇　and　much　more。　fadier　burst　out　laughing　and　modier　and　margot　joined　in；　but　i　felt　like　crying　because　all　my　work　and　elaborate　notes　were　lost。
i　took　a　closer　look　and；　luckily；　die　〃incalculable　loss〃　wasnt　as　bad　as　id　expected。
up　in　die　attic　i　carefully　peeled　apart　die　sheets　of　paper　diat　were　stuck　togedier　and　dien　hung　diem　on　die　clodiesline　to　dry。　it　was　such　a　funny　sight；　even　i　had　to　laugh。　maria　de　medici　alongside　charles　v；　william　of　orange　and　marie　antoinette。
〃its　rassenschande；〃　mr。　van　daan　joked。　＇an　affront　to　racial　purity。＇　after　entrusting　my　papers　to　peters　care；　i　went　back　downstairs。
〃which　books　are　ruined？〃　i　asked　margot；　who　was　going　dirough　them。
〃algebra；〃　margot　said。
but　as　luck　would　have　it；　my　algebra　book　wasnt　entirely　ruined。　i　wish　it　had　fallen　right　in　the　vase。　ive　never　loathed　any　book　as　much　as　that　one。　inside　the　front　cover　are　the　names　of　at　least　twenty　girls　who　had　it　before　i　did。　its　old；　yellowed；　full　of　scribbles；　crossed…out　words　and　revisions。　the　next　time　im　in　a　wicked　mood；　im　going　to　tear　the　darned　thing　to　pieces！
yours；　anne　
m。　frank
monday；　may　22；1944
dearest　kitty；
on　may　20；　father　lost　his　bet　and　had　to　give　five　jars　of　yogurt　to　mrs。　van　daan：
the　invasion　still　hasnt　begun。　i　can　safely　say　that　all　of　amsterdam；　all　of　holland；　in　fact　the　entire　western　coast　of　europe；　all　the　way　down　to　spain；　are　talking　about　the　invasion　day　and　night；　debating；　making　bets　and　。　。　。　hoping。
the　suspense　is　rising　to　fever　pitch；　by　no　means　has　everyone　we　think　of　as　〃good〃　dutch　people　kept　their　faith　in　the　english；　not　everyone　thinks　the　english　bluff　is　a　masterful　strategical　move。　oh　no；　people　want　deeds…great；　heroic　deeds。
no　one　can　see　farther　than　the　end　of　their　nose；　no　one　gives　a　thought　to　the　fact　that　the　british　are　fighting　for　their　own　country　and　their　own　people；　everyone　thinks　its　englands　duty　to　save　holland；　as　quickly　as　possible。　what　obligations　do　the　english　have　toward　us？　what　have　the　dutch　done　to　deserve　the　generous　help　they　so　clearly　expect？　oh　no；　the　dutch　are　very　much　mistaken。　the　english；　despite　their　bluff；　are　certainly　no　more　to　blame　for　the　war　than　all　the　other　countries；　large　and　small；　that　are　now　occupied　by　the　germans。　the　british　are　not　about　to　offer　their　excuses；　true；　they　were　sleeping　during　the　years　germany　was　rearming　itself；　but　all　the　other　countries；　especially　those　bordering　on　germany；　were　asleep　too。　england　and　the　rest　of　the　world　have　discovered　that　burying　your　head　in　the　sand　doesnt　work；　and　now　each　of　them；　especially　england；　is　having　to　pay　a　heavy　price　for　its　ostrich　policy。
no　country　sacrifices　its　men　without　reason；　and　certainly　not　in　the　interests　of　another；　and　england　is　no　exception。　the　invasion；　liberation　and　freedom　will　e　someday；　yet　england；　not　the　occupied　territories；　will　choose　the　moment。
to　our　great　sorrow　and　dismay；　weve　heard　that　many　people　have　changed　their　attitude　toward　us　jews。　weve　been　told　that　anti…semitism　has　cropped　up　in　circles　where　once　it　would　have　been　unthinkable。　this　fact　has　affected　us　all　very；　very　deeply。　the　reason　for　the　hatred　is　understandable；　maybe　even　human；　but　that　doesnt　make　it　right。　according