《rekindled(英文版)》第69章

appearance；　when　the　phone　finally　rang。
〃How　are　you；　Annie？〃　He　sounded　caring；　but　a　little　guarded。
〃Fine。　But　I　miss　you。〃　She　had　no　pride。
〃Same　here；　honey。　Are　you　all　set　for　tomorrow？〃
She　was　touched　that　he　remembered　the　date；　touched　that　he　was　calling
to　give　her　last…minute　encouragement。　〃I　don"t　think　I"ll　ever　be
ready；〃　she　answered　honestly。　〃But　my　family　and　Jeff"s　will　be　ing
to　get　me　first　thing　in　the　morning。　I　think　they"re　not　sure　that　I"ll
show　up　on　my　own。〃
〃They"ll　all　be　there？〃
〃Most　of　them。　I"ll　have　plenty　of　emotional　support。〃
〃I"m　glad。〃
A　silence　fell。　To　lighten　it；　she　asked；　〃How"s　Rachel？〃
〃Fine。　Thanks　for　asking。　A　few　scabs　still　left；　but　she"s　back　at
school。〃　Again　a　pause；　even　heavier　this　time。　〃Anne？〃
〃Yes？〃
〃I　love　you　very　much。〃　His　voice　was　melancholy。　Anne　wanted　to　believe
that　he　was　as　bothered　by　the　separation　as　she　was。
〃I　love　you；　too。　When　will　I　see　you？〃
〃Soon；　honey；　soon。　I"ll　talk　with　you　again　soon。　Just　remember　that　I
love　you。〃
Tears　filled　her　eyes。　Something　felt　wrong。　But　he　said　he　loved　her。
She　had　to　hold　on　to　that。
The　next　day　was　warm　by　April　standards；　but　Anne　woke　up　feeling
chilled。　At　nine　o"clock　sharp；　Jeff"s　father　rang　her　bell。
She　kissed　him；　feeling　the　same　fondness　she　always　had；　and　reached
for　her　coat　and　purse。　〃Are　the　others　downstairs？〃　She　was　eager　to　be
gone。　The　sooner　the　day　was　done；　the　better。　She　had　been　unable　to
touch　any　breakfast；　and　her　stomach　continued　to　knot。
〃Actually；　no。　There"s　been　a　slight　change。　Our　lawyer　got　the　call
this　morning。〃
〃What　kind　of　change？〃
He　took　her　arm　and　directed　her　back　into　the　room。　〃Sit　for　a　minute
and　I"ll　explain。〃　When　they　were　seated　on　the　sofa；　he　said；　〃The
hearing　has　been　called　off。〃
〃What？〃　After　dreading　the　day　for　so　long；　the　last　thing　Anne　wanted
was　to　have　to　go　through　the　agony　of　anticipation　all　over　again。
〃Why？〃
〃It"s　good　news；　really。　There　will　probably　be　an　out…of…court
settlement。〃
A　wave　of　relief　swept　her。　〃You　mean；　there　won"t　be　a　hearing　at　all？〃
He　shook　his　head。　〃I　doubt　it。〃
〃Then　today？〃　The　first　thing　she　could　think　of　was　changing　out　of　her
suit　and　into　jeans；　and　putting　the　whole　matter　behind　her　at　last。
〃Today　we　go　to　the　lawyer"s　office。　The　lawyer　representing　the
airline；　that　is。　It　seems　that　Southeast　American　Air　has　counter…filed
a　suit；　one　against　the　manufacturer　of　the　aircraft　itself。〃　He　waited
for　her　nod；　just　as　Jeff　would　have　done。　Then　he　went　on。　〃The　latest
investigation　points　to　a　weakness　in　the　design　of　the　craft　as　the
cause　of　the　accident；　rather　than　pilot　error　or　substandard
maintenance　procedures。　Southeast　American　Air　has　a　fine　reputation　on
those　scores。〃
Anne　didn"t　understand。　〃Then　isn"t　this　the　end　between　the　airline　and
me？　Why　do　I　need　to　do　anything　more？〃
Theodore　Boulton　took　her　cold　hand。　〃They　need　a　deposition　from　you；　a
statement　of　what　you　suffered　and　will　suffer　in　the　future　because　of
the　accident。　The　lawyer　asks　questions　and　you　answer　under　oath。　You
see；〃　he　explained；　〃in　order　to　arrange　a　settlement；　there　has　to　be
some　assessment　of　damages；　of　losses。　Not　only　will　our　lawyer；　the
airline"s　lawyer；　and　its　president　be　there；　but　there　will　be　similar
representation　by　the　airplane　manufacturer。〃
She　sighed。　What　he　described　sounded　less　threatening　than　a　court
hearing。　Still；　the　prospect　of　a　question…and…answer　session　was　less
than　pleasant。　〃What　will　I　be　asked？〃
He　gave　a　negligent　shrug。　〃They"ll　want　to　know　about　you　and　Jeff。　How
old　you　were　when　you　met　him。　How　long　you　were　married。　Where　he
worked。　How　much　money　he　earned。〃
〃But　aren"t　those　things　matters　of　record；　already？〃
〃Yes；　but　a　deposition　is　a　sworn　statement　of　them。　It"s　legal　and
binding。　It"s　just　a　formality；　but　an　important　one。〃
Anne　rested　against　the　back　of　the　sofa。　〃I　see；〃　she　said　when　there
seemed　nothing　else　to　say。　〃Are　my　parents　meeting　us　at　the
courthouse？〃
〃My　wife　will　have　called　them　by　now。　There"s　no　need　for　them　to　be
there；　not　at　a　meeting　like　this。〃
She　nodded；　then　searched　the　room　for　memories　of　Jeff　that　were　warm
and　treasured；　memories　that　had　finally　found　their　place。　When　her
eyes　pleted　the　circle；　they　fell　once　more　on　her　father…in…law。
〃Shouldn"t　we　be　going？〃
He　glanced　at　his　watch。　〃We　don"t　have　to　be　there　until　eleven。　Was
there　something　else　you　wanted　to　do　first？〃
She　laughed　sadly。　〃I"d　pretty　much　chalked　off　the　day；　not　to　mention
the　next　few。〃
〃Do　you　have　much　work　to　do？〃
〃Right　now？　No。　I　was　expecting　the　worst　from　this　hearing；　so　I　gave
myself　a　week"s　vacation。〃
〃I　hear　you　got　a　good　rest　in　Vermont　the　week　before　last。〃
〃You"ve　been　talking　to　my　mother；〃　she　accused　lightly；　astonished　at
how　the　mere　mention　of　Vermont　could　cheer　her。
〃We　all　worry　about　you；　Anne。　But　you"ve　been　looking　more　yourself
lately。　Something　is　working　for　you。〃
It　was　the　perfect　opening；　but　she　couldn"t　get　herself　to　tell　him
about　Mitch。　It　seemed　so　soon；　and；　in　light　of　the　day"s　happenings；
inappropriate。
She　blushed…but　her　father…in…law　couldn"t　know　why。　〃I"ve　accepted
Jeff"s　death；　which　is　why　this　whole　legal　thing　is　so　hard。　It　helps
spending　time　away　from　it　all　in　Vermont。〃
〃I　suspect　you"d　like　to　be　there　now。〃
Her　grin　was　sheepish。　〃Oh；　I　wouldn"t　mind　it；　no　offense　to　present
pany；　of　course。〃
〃Have　you　started　to　date　yet；　Anne？〃
She　took　a　breath　the　wrong　way　and　coughed。　〃Not。。　。　really。〃　She　and
Mitch　had　never　actually　〃dated。〃
Theodore　Boulton　was　sober。　〃We　think　you　should；　Anne。　You"re　young　and
beautiful。　I　know　how　much　you　and　Jeff　loved　each　other；　but　he"s　gone。
Dot　and　I　have　accepted　that；　too。　He　was　our　son。　Not　a　day　goes　by
when　we　don"t　think　about　him。　But　it"s　been　over　a　year　now；　and　life
has　to　go　on。　You"re　only　twenty…eight。　You　should　be　enjoying　yourself
and　your　friends；　finding　someone　else　to　love；　having　babies。〃　His
cheeks　r